meh, what's up doc?

just stopped by to crash the blog.  go figure eh?  i am SUPPOSED to be cleaning my apt, buuuuut i have decided not to do that ;).  mom can come over and do it for me this weekend :).  besides, i have to work this weekend and it needs to be cleaned by monday am.  okay, time to move on.

quit school.  i felt that i got really screwed by my teacher and the administration last semester and that my accommodations counselor didn't do anything to help me.  so i have decided just to call it quits from school period.  after thinking about it, graphic art really would be fun, but if the jobs i want are impossible to find (which they will be), i don't just want to work doing newspapers, etc.  i want to actually CREATE ads, design posters, brochures, etc.  and those jobs are VERY hard to come by.  and usually you have to do what the client wants, NOT what you think would be good.  so now here i am not in school anymore, but i DO have the adobe software on my computer.  poor mom...she spent $403.35 for it and carole told her and me to shell out the $$$ for the new version and then carole tells me i'm not meant for graphic art.  oh i could go into everything that happened this past semester at school with carole, but i'll save you all the drama.  let's just say that now mom is out that $$$ and she can thank carole.  but the good news?  i have photoshop on my computer, so i can do some wickedly awesome things with the photos i have! :) :) :)  anyone need any photos retouched?  send 'em my way!  i'll do them!  i <3 photo retouching! :D

work is going good...some days extremely slow and boring, other days good and steady.  but i like the "cubby hole" i'm in and it's a nice change from loud and sensory overload jobs that i have been in the past.  not a big gas station and that's nice.  nice and tiny...slow pace.  routine--VERY routine and i like that :).

i guess i better get back to cleaning.  ugh...i still say mom can come over and clean this weekend.  but i do have to organize stuff and rearrange things and find places for stuff or take it over to mom and dad's if i can't find any.  *sighs*  let's see if i can motivate myself tomorrow to do such a thing...probably not...ugh.  i HATE cleaning...it's the epitome of all evil--along with washing dishes by hand among other things.

so good night and maybe i'll just go to bed instead.  hmm...

suz